.ghosts.

I realized that Dag Nasty is almost 100% of my musical posts, this one couldn't be different!

Ghosts swirling all around you
now i don't know what to do
and i don't know how to feel inside
wish i could get off this ride.

.Stella McCartney & PETA.

"Exposé of the lether industry" its an exclusive video created by Stella McCartney and PETA for the second largest fashion event in North America, Toronto Fashion Week.


"The video, which will play on a constant loop at the tents in David Pecaut Square, details animal cruelty methods used around the world in order to obtain skins and furs for the fashion industry. McCartney’s calm but empathetic British lilt plays over gruesome images of animal being tortured, pleading with fashion lovers to choose animal-free fabrics.McCartney herself is one of the few major designers in the industry who uses no animal products in her apparel and accessories.

In addition to the video, PETA reps will also be hanging around outside the tents, handing out pamphlets featuring Penelope Cruz‘s smoldering eyes next to the slogan “Give Fur the Cold Shoulder”.

http://www.styleite.com/runway/stella-mccartney-toronto-fashion-week/

This is only 1% of the things that makes me think twice about being part of all this fashion shit, but we need more and more people like Stella McCartney to prove that, yes, its possible to do it respecting the animal rights, as the same way that its possible to do EVERYTHING respecting it.

.braZil.

To be back home it's not that fun that i thought it would be, hopefully i wasn´t unhappy with my decision but certainly i wasn´t happy as well, two minds, thats the word, at the same time that i wish i could stay i wish i could go, and when i finally reach out the airport it was like i've never been here, everything seems really strange, i know i've changed too much since last year but it´s not that same place.
It might be the wrong decision for now but like everything we have to try and pay the price to see what´s going on.
I really don´t feel like staying here, i just feel like leaving, even better, like holidays that i don't really need to stay here, Brazil it's fucking awsome in many ways, family, almost all my friends are over here and it suppose to makes me happy, i really missed them all of this time when i was in Dublin but their still my friends and no matter where, when, how they'll always be my friends or family.
anyway, im back and missing dublin too fucking much, but im back and i have to try to acept that, like it or not its here that i have to stay for now, whenever suits to me i can move but ill really try hard to make it work here.
It was a good year, the best off til now, so many things happened, i meet amazing people from abroad and even from brazil that were living the same experience as i and this nobody can take off me, the best year ever, the best places i ever could go, the best friends, partys, gigs, the best vegan gourmet trip and the best way to learn how to live, seriously, i've been passing through differents situations most of then tuff ones and believe me, im now another person, a better one for sure!

glad to be here, unfortunatelly its summer and im melting, wish i could be somewhere else but those are the plans for the next few months....

PS: Piracicaba still the best fucking place ever . and if you really wanna know if im ok, YES, IM PRETTY GOOD, THANKS A MILLION FOR ASK MY FRIENDS ^^

.memoryxlane.

There's a long time since the last time i've been updating here, but the life started to get so busy, i mean, the work is busy right now that i don't even have time to do it, or when i had time enough im so wracked that i just want to sleep.
Anyway, since last year lots of things happened, ok, i had the worst new year and xmas ever, in this fucking place but i really think that  some things happens to make you grow, do you know what i mean?!! everything have a reason, so, if i had this problems now for sure will makes me learn something.
Live in a different place, in a different town, or better, a small town with 1800 habitants its making my life peculiar, its trying to prove my faith, my resistance, my patience and everything specially living with a tradicional family where the habits are totally differents and you are the strange so its my obligation to fit in their way of life, thats the problem!
Another year came and the best of lucky for us, i though that this trip would help me to clear my mind, but now, i just have more 5 weeks here and i seems more confused then i really come, i don't know why, it seems like step by step i got a brand new walk and something got a hold on me and dont let me think correct and clear about what i want.
I just know about one thing... one year passed by, and this new situation makes me grow more then i expected, all the places that i've been makes me learn a lot about everything between the different cultures, every single part of every single country that i've been its a special memory, all the friends all over the world have a special place in my memories as well and all of this together makes 2011 the best yearf of my life till now!
No matter what happend i'll always say thanks a million for everything, it might be bad situations or the best of, all of them deserve to be respected because they have the same value in life as any other thing, if something bad happend to me and makes me learn, i usually say thanks, what goes around comes around, so pma seems really important at this moment of my life, and i just have to say thanks for everything that ever happened to me here.

It's all about my personal memory lane now,

whatever...

.what goes around, comes around.

I feel good, I just feel good!
I know, it's weird but I just can't deny the way I'm feeling right now!
I don't know, I'd a surprise this week (it was not exactly a surprise, i just felt surprised!) about an especific "thing" that makes me upset all the time,
for a long period and I thought that it would be better by the time but it wont, know this feeling makes me better.
I know, there's no reason to feel like this, it was just a stupid word that means nothing at all or i might understood into a wrong way, but...NO!
You know when you feel something like "that's it?!??" you cannot be wrong, not this time?! or if it's not it will be something similar probably.
That's silly, stupid, I know, it's like start again in a plain page, another chance to may start something again. I don't even asked to myself whathafuck I'm
feeling/acting like this, once again and again my head is full of a thousand reasons and possibilities and uncertain things. I just care, you know??? I really do,
and I always did, I think it was hided inside me because it use to be strong, I know, I didn't had a chance the make it different, someone choose it for me and I
just had to follow into that way...that narrow way, and didn't looked back because I knew that something "still going on"!
Why I'm still feeling jealousy?? why it means something to me?? why some actions makes me upset?? I don't know, I really don't ... anyway, it's here, quiet
inside, but I Know that's here!

And you know what's the worst thing?! somewhere, even deep inside, still having something but the proud would never let me hear the words i would like to.
Ridiculous, that's the way it is.

Whatever... like a friend use to say "you should sit and wait, because, look around you?!, everything is turning, the world is turning around so you just
have to wait, the life will charge it for you because what goes around, comes around".

Never mind, i'm just happy and this post seems the most weird ever!

;)

.I feel nothing.

Sometimes i think that i must do my post in English and today i'm feeling comfortable to do it as well. There's a long time since my last post but lots of things happened this time and i couldn't do it earlier.
First of all... i spent 9 days travelling so i could visit Scotland, France and Italy and it was amazing, i had  such a great time in my hosts house, of course like any trip you have some tragic story to tell, like sleep on the street in Paris, a psyco host in Edinburgh and an amazing host in Milan. We walked miles and miles while we're taking a look in everything.
Edinburgh it's a exceptional city, i never saw nothing like that before, it's the best place i ever been since i arrived in Europe.
Venice , what beautiful place, i would like to live in italy if i could.
Paris??! ok, the city is amazing but the people, they're arrogants, toffed nose and very impolite, anyway is a place that everyone should visit someday.
Thanks god my stomach guides my mind and we found vegan's restaurants everywhere and a cornetto vegan in italy ( the best part ever).

I don't have much to talk now, i need to get my mind back and start to think rationally again, im just seeking my home, my friends, my family and everything. Some future plans...usa..maybe, who knows?!
Somethings happened since then and i my mind started to think as fast as it could be healthy for me, and i've try to look forward to see if it something may be true or if it were just things from my mind, something that gives me hope or it might be nothing at all.
I just don't like how i'm feeling right now.

whatever...I feel nothing!

...

I have just to say thanks for some changes that happened in my life since I left my home .... 'cause it makes me that much stronger, makes me work a little bit harder, makes me that much wiser, made me learn a little bit faster and made my skin a little bit thicker.
Thanks for making me a fighter!

.American Apparel x Nancy Upton.

Estava a um tempo já longe de grandes posts no blog mas com esse para ser feito, devido a falta de tempo e com um pouco de atraso, ai vai!
A algum tempo atrás a marca americana American Apparel lançou um concurso para promover modelos plus-size chamado The next BIG thing para mostrar a "preocupação" da marca em relação a sua grade exclusiva  (que agora com nova parte plus size chega ao equivalente a 44 no Brasil) e campanhas taxativas com modelos cada dia mais magras, enfim, o problema foi que esse concurso foi considerado "the most unconfortable and out of touch plus-sized model hunt in the history of model hunts" , ou seja, a ofensa foi tão grande em relação a categoria plus size que Nancy Upton, uma (dentre varias) modelos plus-size existentes atualmente no mercado resolveu participar do concurso fazendo uma sátira a tal BIG thing!
A repercussão das fotos foi tão grande que Nancy venceu o concurso, o que dava direito a uma viagem para L.A ... devido ao tipo de exposição negativa que a marca sofreu a American Apparel mandou um e-mail ofensivo e desclassificatório para Nancy, e a mesma publicou esse e-mail fazendo com que a empresa voltasse atrás da decisão e oferecendo a viagem a Nancy.
Segue abaixo o link direto da carta que a American Apparel enviou a Nancy Upton, e as fotos polêmicas!
http://www.styleite.com/retail/nancy-upton-american-apparel-letter/

E para concluir eu poderia aqui fazer um discurso a respeito da ditadura da magreza nessa área que felizmente ou infelizmente eu trabalho e faço parte mas nesse caso .... Nancy sua LINDA!
♥

.The love curse.

I believed that no person or emotion or idea was alone unto itself but was understood only against the contrast os its opposite. An action had no purpose without a reaction. Hope was never so courageous as when pitted against cynicism. Love was made more powerful when hate dissolved into it.

.never ending, same old story.

Não sei até quando as pessoas vão continuar usando as mesmas desculpas cretinas para justificar seus erros! De verdade, qual é o problema de todos vocês?! As vezes não consigo entender se todos são tão idiotas ou apenas fazem tipo para diminuir o teor da ação, ou a cara de palhaço está na moda e ninguém ta aderindo,não, nada muda,o tempo todo.
4 meses, tudo gira....aguardando!